now, it's even harder to imagine that one day i will be separated with family. run on my own path, find my destiny and future. though there always be them in other ways. it's just not enough. am i being spoiled? maybe. am i being so dependant? probably. all i know that for twenty one year I can't take my eyes off them. other concern when you have to stand by yourself in very remote place that no one ever know you yet. seems like a nightmare.
everytime it just pulled out of mind to take a detour for my career. even if the worst condition told me to emigrates to another island, maybe that's time to make a choice. and most probably i will quit and , unless it's just for short term duty tour. yet it will be along with my earlier resolution; take a joyful traveling as much as you can as you are still young, wild, and free. cause it won't ever happen twice on your life with the same impression.
i wish i were The Finance Minister of Indonesian Republic. everything just turns out as simple as people think. STAN is the most potential human resources this country has ever had. give them a chance, and let the future brings Indonesia to the brighter side. there have been a lot of proof much more than the traitors. just place them on the bottom spot, then they will reach the top on their own. since then, this will be a natural selection. tougher, smarter, harder the person is, higher the position they get. on the other hand, people who just want to stay at the safe zone will be there forever. no more encouragement and improvement. and no more delay and cancellation just for tendencious excuses.
or i wish i were The Minister of Administrative and Bureaucratic Reforms of Indonesian Republic. ehm.... it's more complicated since the burden of APBN getting higher, unbalancing with the demand of human resources in all of department and institution. so i will decide to make detail calculation which institution that needs few employee with certain qualification, and which needs a lot but various skill and high determination.
what i wanna say after all is please place right man in the right place. i don't expect for our honor minister to get another job by reviewing profile of more than 3000 graduator one by one. just wanna hope that there is another consideration for all skill and competency that will be wasted.
i am enjoying this time very much. yet consuming info from my fellas about our placement, it just another issue above another issue that makes us more anxious and speculate all the time. just wanna need a assurance from the authority when, where, how our placement undergo. sooner, better. and hopefully, let person lead their choice if possible. aaah i wish.
maybe it's our destiny to bonding with the duty contract. but one day, i wanna break it and apply for central bank spot. aamiiin. this is my real intention. sorry for making you my steprock. and when i'm getting older. time to retire and make a lot of memories with family. thus i will establish a catering or cafe business that doesn't need me to work like a labor, from 7 am till 9 pm. hey, world is too beautiful to live like that. being a great traveller along besides husband and children and family all the time :)
there still a long way to go. i hope i can make it. someday. aamiin :))
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